12-10-2018, 05:34 AM
In the second Night using DMSI 3.3 I had an interesting dream.
In this dream I was watching TV and saw a woman looking like a porn star with massive boobs andfelt a very strong urge to fap and did so but outside the room infront of a glass door, two man i didn´t recognize stood there so I moved into another room to not be caught while fapping.
There I tried to fap without seeing the woman on TV anymore and first my Penis wasn´t hard however I began to fap again and in the next moment my Penis was very hard. Right after i began to cum but there came no sperm out of my penis instead it was a really heavy stream of air like from a turbine. After that there came a heavy load of a fluid at once out of my Penis and in the next moment i woke up and directly noticed that I also came in reality whis was the first time in my whole life as I remember that i cam while sleeping.
So it seems that already with the second loops there were some resistances triggered.
I would think that it means something like a fear of showing my sexuality and sexual desires infront of others and perhaps the fear to fail somehow.
Otherwise I can tell that I am observing some slight heat at several times through the days since listening to 3.3 (had my 3rd loops last night) and sometimes a little euphoric feeling.
Today I recognize a lot greater need to drink water despite I always drink much like around 3 liters and more a day and today its easily much more.
And I have to say that since the first loops of 3.3 I have more problems to sleep and stay sleeping and becaue of that or perhaps also because of the sub I feel a bit fucked up today.
In this dream I was watching TV and saw a woman looking like a porn star with massive boobs andfelt a very strong urge to fap and did so but outside the room infront of a glass door, two man i didn´t recognize stood there so I moved into another room to not be caught while fapping.
There I tried to fap without seeing the woman on TV anymore and first my Penis wasn´t hard however I began to fap again and in the next moment my Penis was very hard. Right after i began to cum but there came no sperm out of my penis instead it was a really heavy stream of air like from a turbine. After that there came a heavy load of a fluid at once out of my Penis and in the next moment i woke up and directly noticed that I also came in reality whis was the first time in my whole life as I remember that i cam while sleeping.
So it seems that already with the second loops there were some resistances triggered.
I would think that it means something like a fear of showing my sexuality and sexual desires infront of others and perhaps the fear to fail somehow.
Otherwise I can tell that I am observing some slight heat at several times through the days since listening to 3.3 (had my 3rd loops last night) and sometimes a little euphoric feeling.
Today I recognize a lot greater need to drink water despite I always drink much like around 3 liters and more a day and today its easily much more.
And I have to say that since the first loops of 3.3 I have more problems to sleep and stay sleeping and becaue of that or perhaps also because of the sub I feel a bit fucked up today.