Shannon,
I've been on USLM 2 for a couple of days. Just a couple of thoughts.
The rate of 'lucky' and somewhat petty incidents have dropped off a lot. However, I've been thinking of getting a new job for a while and a job which fits the criteria of exactly what I was looking for has just come up - it's a very niche job which would help me transition to another sector. I'll go for it without expectation of getting it (because I've noticed that when these things crop up now it's not like i'll just get them and they're destined to happen, I still have to walk through the door myself), the important thing is that this sort of job barely exists in the world so me getting an email suggesting I apply is highly improbable. The implication for me is that luck is coming forward in more complex and less petty ways.
USLM1 seemed to have an immediate impact on me. I would automatically start cleaning, recognise the myriad things I'd done well etc. USLM2 isn't having the same impact, yet I'm getting a strange sensation that it's working at a much deeper level - similar to what I was experiencing with SE 5.5g, there is something more grounded about this experience; so it's not like I feel like I'm stone walling - which is quite distinct.
Finally I'm getting flashes of what I think is 'ego death'. these last up to about 10 minutes. All my personality, desires and dreams are gone, and there's just me - an awareness in a sack of meat, it's liberating to say the least - however something creeps into that space saying 'ooh I have to hang on to this, this could make my life great', and then the state disappears.
Ah and just generally I have to use sleep phones now at night so as not to impact my partner. it's tough doing 8 hrs but I'm managing it so far.
I've been on USLM 2 for a couple of days. Just a couple of thoughts.
The rate of 'lucky' and somewhat petty incidents have dropped off a lot. However, I've been thinking of getting a new job for a while and a job which fits the criteria of exactly what I was looking for has just come up - it's a very niche job which would help me transition to another sector. I'll go for it without expectation of getting it (because I've noticed that when these things crop up now it's not like i'll just get them and they're destined to happen, I still have to walk through the door myself), the important thing is that this sort of job barely exists in the world so me getting an email suggesting I apply is highly improbable. The implication for me is that luck is coming forward in more complex and less petty ways.
USLM1 seemed to have an immediate impact on me. I would automatically start cleaning, recognise the myriad things I'd done well etc. USLM2 isn't having the same impact, yet I'm getting a strange sensation that it's working at a much deeper level - similar to what I was experiencing with SE 5.5g, there is something more grounded about this experience; so it's not like I feel like I'm stone walling - which is quite distinct.
Finally I'm getting flashes of what I think is 'ego death'. these last up to about 10 minutes. All my personality, desires and dreams are gone, and there's just me - an awareness in a sack of meat, it's liberating to say the least - however something creeps into that space saying 'ooh I have to hang on to this, this could make my life great', and then the state disappears.
Ah and just generally I have to use sleep phones now at night so as not to impact my partner. it's tough doing 8 hrs but I'm managing it so far.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.