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RE: Shannon's Journal - mat422 - 05-25-2011 (05-25-2011, 06:33 AM)Shannon Wrote:(05-24-2011, 06:57 PM)mat422 Wrote:(05-24-2011, 08:54 AM)Shannon Wrote:(05-23-2011, 02:32 PM)mat422 Wrote: Shannon, do you think anything currently being sold in the shop could help with my perfectionism? This is something that has plagued me for a while now. In a way it helps and sometimes it can be crippling to any progress I make in anything I do. I've got so many things I never progress in because I have trouble moving on and letting go. On top of that sometimes it takes the enjoyment out of what I do. When I get stuck in that all or nothing mentality I become too focused on being perfect and not just having fun with it. That sounds rough. My parents are very kind to me, I'm very fortunate to have them in my life. However, I can't really remember much of my childhood except my father had a temper at times. I guess when I didn't do things to his standard he would have an outburst. He has a very stressful job and he tends to bottle it up and then it kind of explodes on my family sometimes. He has gotten a lot better, but as a child I remember him yelling a lot. Whether or not I was actually a horribly misbehaved child and I deserved it, I can't really tell. I do know I got the belt to my behind on occasion, my dad was seriously old school when it came to punishment. He also grew up with an alcoholic father, so I'm sure he had a rough upbringing. My oldest brother actually has Asperger syndrome, which makes him seem very insensitive at times. I got criticized by him a lot when I was younger and I still do. He is very difficult to deal with at times, my mom calls him her enigma. One day he can be in a really good mood and other days I just have to leave him alone. Through the years I've become really good at analyzing and understanding people's feelings and behaviors and I believe his intelligence is an important factor in how he behaves. I'm outside the box when it comes to society, but he's on a whole different level that I can't even fathom. Also I'm the middle child in my family. I've read about the "middle child syndrome". I don't know how much of that is true, but it would explain my natural disposition to be a loner. I've learned to find self-fulfillment in myself instead of relying on others. However, I was always in the shadow of my genius older brother. Even teachers would comment how I'm nothing like my older brother, duh, I'm my own person. That's my story anyway. I agree that being a perfectionist can have it's positive points, especially when I gain new insights and I'm able to understand how things work. It's like this constant drive at times that allows me to see things others don't see and solve problems when others would give up. I'm going to buy the Zen Attitude sub and then use that after I finish up alpha. I'm well aware of the zen attitude I've had thanks to alpha male, but that is regarding interaction with people mostly. I'm assuming the Zen Attitude sub be more focused on having an overall effect instead of being focused on interactions with people. RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 05-25-2011 Sure thing. If that hasn't helped at the end of 32 days, let me know and we'll work something out. RE: Shannon's Journal - Jeff - 05-25-2011 Odd how small incidents have such a domino effect sometimes. I am in the process of conquering my damaged self-esteem and self-image. I must say alpha has helped and even acted as a strong catalyst. I have been lacking a lot of motivation and willpower in the earlier stages. Now I have a great source that I am able to tap into fairly easy. Time to live my life the way I intended Hey Shannon, could you send me a link to custom Sex Magnet ($224.95). Just out of curiousity, are their any promos in the near future? RE: Shannon's Journal - JamesC71 - 05-25-2011 Shannon, at what point does ambition and drive kick in using AM2011 ? RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 05-26-2011 (05-25-2011, 11:52 AM)Jeff Wrote: Odd how small incidents have such a domino effect sometimes. I am in the process of conquering my damaged self-esteem and self-image. I must say alpha has helped and even acted as a strong catalyst. I have been lacking a lot of motivation and willpower in the earlier stages. Now I have a great source that I am able to tap into fairly easy. Time to live my life the way I intended No customs are available right now. I've got to do a few things before I'm going to make them available again. Don't worry, though, it won't be much longer. Promos are probably going to be random. Shall see. RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 05-26-2011 (05-25-2011, 05:14 PM)JamesC71 Wrote: Shannon, at what point does ambition and drive kick in using AM2011 ? That will depend on the person. It should kick in between stages 2 and 4 for most people. RE: Shannon's Journal - JamesC71 - 05-28-2011 Shannon, before starting the AM2011 program people in general would annoy me to now end. I'm half way through stage two and it's amplified that feeling. Any chance this will go down by the end of the program or will I always feel this way? RE: Shannon's Journal - Benjamin - 05-28-2011 Hi James, I'm on Stage 4 at the moment, and I had that strongly during Stage 1 and 2 and a bit during 3 and it has evened out alot now and i'm finding myself alot more calm but still able to stand up for myself when needed. It seems to be an important step in this journey so just stick with it. -Ben RE: Shannon's Journal - JamesC71 - 05-28-2011 (05-28-2011, 10:53 AM)benjamin Wrote: Hi James, Good to know. I will stick with it. I'm just burnt out a little. Looking forward to a three day break next week RE: Shannon's Journal - Spiritman - 05-28-2011 (05-26-2011, 02:18 PM)Shannon Wrote:(05-25-2011, 05:14 PM)JamesC71 Wrote: Shannon, at what point does ambition and drive kick in using AM2011 ? I have to say right towards the end of stage 2, I started having the desire to higher ambitions and drive to rid myself of negativity in my life. Plus, now that I am on stage 3, I have noticed when people are starting to talk smack about me(to see if they can push my buttons), it doesn't seem to affect me as much. It still gets to me here and there, but for the most part I am starting to care less what others think about me to some degree. Furthermore, I just don't seem to want to put up with people's childish games anymore. I am starting to stand up for myself, not letting people get to me as much as they use to. I am only one week in so far with Stage 3, but I can see the small results coming together one piece at a time. RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 05-28-2011 (05-28-2011, 10:32 AM)JamesC71 Wrote: Shannon, before starting the AM2011 program people in general would annoy me to now end. I'm half way through stage two and it's amplified that feeling. Any chance this will go down by the end of the program or will I always feel this way? The irritation is necessary to force certain changes. But, it'll be smoothed over later, after the necessary changes take place. For now, stop putting up with BS. RE: Shannon's Journal - SexyKorths - 05-29-2011 Hi there (:, I'm going to buy ur Remove scars/etc, for acne scars: http://subliminal-shop.com/self-improvement/reduce-and-remove-scars-and-stretch-marks.html And was just wondering if it was planned to be a 4G anytime soon? ^ Thanks in advance! Friendly Regards Korths RE: Shannon's Journal - The GK - 05-29-2011 Shannon, can you (or anyone else too) tell about the speakers that you are using for the ultrasonic tracks? If I listen to ASC ocean surf with my headphones, I feel a difference after only 30 min, but nothing noticable with the speakers (ultrasonic). I use Creative A60, and they actually fill the requirements (max: 20 kHz). I really want to have speakers I know are working before starting a big program (I want to start with Alpha11 as soon as possible). RE: Shannon's Journal - Elusive - 05-29-2011 Shannon, could you explain what kind of stuff I missed in stage 1-3 AM11 as I switched from the 10 version halfway through? |