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RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 01-10-2012
I have found that two of the three tracks of Stage 3 for Ben's AYIW order have somehow become corrupt, so I am rebuilding them.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Ryan - 01-10-2012
Shannon, what does anger have to do with disconnecting from negative beliefs? Or the process of disconnecting?
Ryan
RE: Shannon's Journal - Benjamin - 01-10-2012
Quote:I am pushing hard to finish the AYIW program Ben ordered today. If this goes as planned, I should be able to start uploading it a day early. Now just a question of... how do I upload this thing?
Cool. I don't know what you usually use. But if it helps, I have a premium fileserve account that allows me to resume and stuff if I get disconnected.
Quote:I have found that two of the three tracks of Stage 3 for Ben's AYIW order have somehow become corrupt, so I am rebuilding them.
Damn, this kind of stuff is one reason I respect you and your work so much. It's obvious that you are dedicated and put alot of work into it.
And again i'm realizing i've started a program at a inconvienient time. I am liking some of SM's results. But am more keen for 2.0 which will be out soon, mostly for the increased focus on younger women which is what i'm looking for.
So like when AM2011 come out I started again from 2010 and completed it. And I know people who switched it didn't work as well, so it was good I restarted it.
But if i'm gonna restart it, why not just start ideal weight which is still my primary focus, i'm making a little progress in that area by myself. But cos I didn't know how long the custom would be when I ordered it I started SM.
I don't feel I can fully unleash my sex magnetism while being the weight I am. Dammit, I keep getting myself in this conundrum.
Oh and does ideal weight force you to eat a certain type of diet? I mean because i'm slowly changing my eating to the primal blueprint, avoiding wheat as much as I can, trying to lower carbs or whatever. And don't want it to not be compatible with ideal weight.
-Ben
RE: Shannon's Journal - Benjamin - 01-10-2012
Quote:Shannon, what does anger have to do with disconnecting from negative beliefs? Or the process of disconnecting?
From my experience it first helps me to do certain things I wasn't before, like expressing myself just because of that anger coming up about peoples bullshit. And then starting to realize it wasn't so bad and eventually it evens out.
Like it makes you disattisfied with your current way and to do it a different way that would be alot harder without the anger.
-Ben
RE: Shannon's Journal - Pat - 01-11-2012
So I'm not that far into SM 1.0 (about a month and a half). Is there a problem if I stop that and restart SM 2.0 from the beginning?
RE: Shannon's Journal - Ryan - 01-11-2012
(01-11-2012, 07:10 AM)Pat Wrote: So I'm not that far into SM 1.0 (about a month and a half). Is there a problem if I stop that and restart SM 2.0 from the beginning?
It's basically stopping one sub and starting another. Why would there be an issue? He just doesn't want you to go from stage 2 of 1.0 to stage 2 of 2.0, gotta start from the beginning.
It'll be exciting to see how 2.0 affects you guys.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 01-11-2012
(01-10-2012, 09:25 PM)Ryan Wrote: Shannon, what does anger have to do with disconnecting from negative beliefs? Or the process of disconnecting?
Ryan
Anger is often the child of frustration, but not always. It results usually from conflict or restriction that in some way offends. If you're expressing anger while disconnecting from negative beliefs it is usually anger that has lain dormant, deep within you, and has been buried. That anger being buried is the core of some forms of depression, and by expressing it, you are "lancing the boil", so to speak. Disgorge it and get rid of it. Figure out what triggered it, and deal with it.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 01-11-2012
Quote:Quote:I am pushing hard to finish the AYIW program Ben ordered today. If this goes as planned, I should be able to start uploading it a day early. Now just a question of... how do I upload this thing?
Cool. I don't know what you usually use. But if it helps, I have a premium fileserve account that allows me to resume and stuff if I get disconnected.
If it was just a matter of where to send it, I have two servers I could access for that. That's not the problem. The problem is that right now I am running from a cell phone for Internet, and I have a 5 GB/month data plan. I am hesitant to upload through that because of a combination of the upload speed and the amount of data that I have left to upload after this. I will figure it out.
Quote:Quote:I have found that two of the three tracks of Stage 3 for Ben's AYIW order have somehow become corrupt, so I am rebuilding them.
Damn, this kind of stuff is one reason I respect you and your work so much. It's obvious that you are dedicated and put alot of work into it.
As you might have noticed, I am a bit of a perfectionist.
But perfectionism aside, corrupt files don't work. That's a no-brainer. 
Quote:And again i'm realizing i've started a program at a inconvienient time. I am liking some of SM's results. But am more keen for 2.0 which will be out soon, mostly for the increased focus on younger women which is what i'm looking for.
So like when AM2011 come out I started again from 2010 and completed it. And I know people who switched it didn't work as well, so it was good I restarted it.
But if i'm gonna restart it, why not just start ideal weight which is still my primary focus, i'm making a little progress in that area by myself. But cos I didn't know how long the custom would be when I ordered it I started SM.
I don't feel I can fully unleash my sex magnetism while being the weight I am. Dammit, I keep getting myself in this conundrum.
Oh and does ideal weight force you to eat a certain type of diet? I mean because i'm slowly changing my eating to the primal blueprint, avoiding wheat as much as I can, trying to lower carbs or whatever. And don't want it to not be compatible with ideal weight.
-Ben
I'm a bit concerned about you changing from one program to the other back and forth. If you keep doing that, you won't ever finish one and get the full benefits. You have to pick one and then finish it.
I think we already discussed this, but the program makes almost no attempt to change what you eat. It focuses almost entirely (in that direction) on how you eat. Portion control, timing, speed, etc. It won't interfere with almost all diets because of that.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 01-11-2012
(01-11-2012, 08:55 AM)Ryan Wrote:(01-11-2012, 07:10 AM)Pat Wrote: So I'm not that far into SM 1.0 (about a month and a half). Is there a problem if I stop that and restart SM 2.0 from the beginning?
It's basically stopping one sub and starting another. Why would there be an issue? He just doesn't want you to go from stage 2 of 1.0 to stage 2 of 2.0, gotta start from the beginning.
It'll be exciting to see how 2.0 affects you guys.
It is a problem in the sense that you're going backwards. From Stage (X+1) to Stage 1, without having finished the program first.
That said, I know a lot of people are going to do it, so I will only say this. If you switch over from 1.0 to 2.0, make sure you start from the beginning. And preferably take a week off in between, at least.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 01-11-2012
Now uploading Stage 1 of Order #3019.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Benjamin - 01-11-2012
Quote:If it was just a matter of where to send it, I have two servers I could access for that. That's not the problem. The problem is that right now I am running from a cell phone for Internet, and I have a 5 GB/month data plan. I am hesitant to upload through that because of a combination of the upload speed and the amount of data that I have left to upload after this. I will figure it out.
Ah ok makes sense. Wow, 5 gb isn't much at all. Does it also count uploads?
Quote:I'm a bit concerned about you changing from one program to the other back and forth. If you keep doing that, you won't ever finish one and get the full benefits. You have to pick one and then finish it.
Yeah I know, i'm a bit concerned myself. I do one and want to do another. Ideal Weight was my main focus, but I didn't find results from the 3g one.
Quote:I think we already discussed this, but the program makes almost no attempt to change what you eat. It focuses almost entirely (in that direction) on how you eat. Portion control, timing, speed, etc. It won't interfere with almost all diets because of that.
Ok cool thanks. I know I asked before, but I don't remember reading a reply, unless I missed it.
-Ben
RE: Shannon's Journal - Benjamin - 01-11-2012
Quote:It is a problem in the sense that you're going backwards. From Stage (X+1) to Stage 1, without having finished the program first.
How is it a problem? I did this with alpha, the only thing I can think of it may unbalance stuff, as I know each level had a certain theme which was smoothed out by the next, so starting on the latest version stage 1 may unbalance it?
-Ben
RE: Shannon's Journal - Shannon - 01-11-2012
Quote:Ah ok makes sense. Wow, 5 gb isn't much at all. Does it also count uploads?
Yes, all data is counted. Part of why I need to stop building customs is the difficulty we have in delivering them. Even before I switched over to a phone completely, delivery has been a problem. Normally I am not going to be uploading 5+ gb of data a month, single stage sets are much less in size. But for this month and next month and probably the month after that, I have a lot of six stage sets on deck for build.
Quote:How is it a problem? I did this with alpha, the only thing I can think of it may unbalance stuff, as I know each level had a certain theme which was smoothed out by the next, so starting on the latest version stage 1 may unbalance it?
-Ben
Unbalancing is the problem. Each stage is designed to transition from one concept to another smoothly and specifically. Going backwards is much less problem than using the set backwards, or randomly, for instance... but it can overbalance certain things also.
RE: Shannon's Journal - Pat - 01-11-2012
Thanks for the feedback Ryan, Ben, and Shannon. I'll take a few weeks off then start 2.0.