5 hours ago
(This post was last modified: 4 hours ago by ncbeareatingman.)
Today's been a 'tough one" sort of, I say sort of because ,its strange and yet it makes sense. I Am tired as tired can be ,yet I dont feel bad,bad.
I know that today I am easily triggered so Ive watch out for that, two) it feels like Im shedding some identity stuff, like layers of MY "Old Self" was being slauft off, I feel in a sense like Im being replaced and Im am a witness to this occurrence, this happening. IM calm but tired, pissed off and upset yet I dont quite feel it all the way through. This is some trippy shit right here:-) Very much so. Its as if The ground I stand on, is being replaced, relocated, even(?) very strange ,only because I know somehow that Im shifting and that I Am in process, not fully "There" yet but will be.
If I could Rip Van Winkle it, I definitely would. I know that this 'under the hood activity" will lead to great heights and deeper depths even and pray thee eventually a lot more fun.
2nd day of a 3 day run , of PRA2 + DRS3. Im really looking forward to the 3 day break, starting Thors-day! Yes indeed!
The plot thickens or the journey continues, one of the two: or BOTH :-)
I know that today I am easily triggered so Ive watch out for that, two) it feels like Im shedding some identity stuff, like layers of MY "Old Self" was being slauft off, I feel in a sense like Im being replaced and Im am a witness to this occurrence, this happening. IM calm but tired, pissed off and upset yet I dont quite feel it all the way through. This is some trippy shit right here:-) Very much so. Its as if The ground I stand on, is being replaced, relocated, even(?) very strange ,only because I know somehow that Im shifting and that I Am in process, not fully "There" yet but will be.
If I could Rip Van Winkle it, I definitely would. I know that this 'under the hood activity" will lead to great heights and deeper depths even and pray thee eventually a lot more fun.
2nd day of a 3 day run , of PRA2 + DRS3. Im really looking forward to the 3 day break, starting Thors-day! Yes indeed!
The plot thickens or the journey continues, one of the two: or BOTH :-)
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!" "The energy is what tells you the truth" - Ceasar Millan - The Dog Whisperer
