04-10-2024, 10:57 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-10-2024, 10:58 AM by Have at ye.)
I was feeling pretty good last night but slightly worse today. Got these two bands to think of, singing practice (still no word on the actual audition date), translation work and taxes. That dark thingy within me calmed down yesterday after I *raged* for a bit, but now it's generating wonky ticklish sensations again. It's like the program is trying to heal the negativity but it keeps coming back somehow - some of it is probably my own, and some of it is coming from the outside (but it's still way more manageable than it used to).
My libido and sexual function are improving, though, which I like (though I only tested it by my own hand to date, so to speak, haha) and is promising. Feeling pretty good about my physical regimen, too, it should really give good results in the long term, just gotta stick to it.
Working on resolving inner conflicts, trying to adjuticate them in ways that are most beneficial, positive and optimistic for myself. I had bouts of strong anxiety some time ago - a lot of it was the result of really mutually exclusive inner conflicting ideas (as well as outside conflict, too - it's where the negative thinking comes from, in my case, from the outside and as a reaction to people being assfarts).
My libido and sexual function are improving, though, which I like (though I only tested it by my own hand to date, so to speak, haha) and is promising. Feeling pretty good about my physical regimen, too, it should really give good results in the long term, just gotta stick to it.
Working on resolving inner conflicts, trying to adjuticate them in ways that are most beneficial, positive and optimistic for myself. I had bouts of strong anxiety some time ago - a lot of it was the result of really mutually exclusive inner conflicting ideas (as well as outside conflict, too - it's where the negative thinking comes from, in my case, from the outside and as a reaction to people being assfarts).
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley